The pre-beginning of my journey - random thoughts.

While this online edition of my journey will really begin in January with more progress of goals and actuality of life, December has been a beginning process.  

As of today, the 26^th of December, 2019 - I’ve managed to accomplish over 30 miles on my feet this month. My goal is 40 and hopefully get my 5k down under 55 minutes.  I know that the 40 miles will happen – not sure on the 5k time under 55 minutes. I really want to do the January 1^st 5k to start my 20 in 2020 journey for road races, but I have a fear of being last – I’ve done that before and it was devastating and ruined my goal for that year – it just hurt so much. I know SOMEONE needs to be last – I just don’t want it to be me. Not this time Not this year

Over the next few days I'll be going over my finances and making a starting place as well as making my goals. These will be available for all to witness and keep track of. I plan on being very transparent and I know that as part of that process it will leave me vulnerable. However, I'm going with it - I have nothing at this point to lose.